I have lived this and I will never waste time like that again. Time you can never get back. And you can feel so alone even when you are with someone. I would rather be alone then lonely with someone else. You should never feel that way in a good healthy relationship.
Yeah I'm tired of having to be strong and do what's right tired of every time things start to get better something happens I just want to run as far away as I can't figure what I am doing wrong I am a good person I would do anything thing for anyone just about and I just feel so alone and it sucks but I guess that's life we are supposed to knock off the dust and get back on but how many times can you be thrown before you break........
Why am I so easy to reject and abandon? I've wondered this my whole life,I always feel I'm not worth the fight. So I have to be good to myself and make myself feel good. I know that God cares. If I didn't know that I probably would go insane. Some days are harder than others to keep focused that God is always there. Some days I just feel very alone in the world.
Sometimes life just seems too hard. Like nothing's fair. Everyone seems to be against you. They torment you. I feel so alone. Judged. Helpless. Hopeless. Sometimes you wonder, why am I still here?? A constant battle for me everyday. I feel lost. Unloved. Abandoned by friends. No one truly understands! I just wish things would get better for me, improve somehow. I want to feel happy and free again.