Well that hit the nail on the head.. :/ however, I know I will accomplish my goals/dreams with God.. It's just taking time is all. And when it comes to friends, all I can do is try.. If they want to leave.. I can't make them stay.
When my children remember their childhood, I want only for them to remember that their Mother gave it her all. She worried too much, she failed at times & she did not always get it right, but she tried her hardest to teach them about kindness, love, compassion & honesty. Even if she had to learn it from her own mistakes she loved them enough to keep going, even when things seems hopeless, even when life knocked her down. I want them to remember me as the woman who always got back up.