Truth, I am done for awhile. If you want me, then seek me out. Cause me thinking your gonna come around if I keep pursuing you isn't working. But if you wait to long, I may be long gone. And if this truly is goodbye, then thanks for the memories and I wish you well.
Everyday for the past two years I have asked this and I know I should have done it and I would deserve it but they is one person stopping me she means the world to me I don't know how to do it it would mean leaving her behind
I'm a "pathetic cunt". I'm a "lazy piece of shit". It's always "all my fault". You can't "deal with me when I'm like this". All I ever do is either try to explain myself, help you, and then, inevitably, cry. I cry, because I'm scared. I'm nothing. I'm a loser. I'm defeated. I'm worthless. That result is of your making, not mine. I can't ever say I've done anything wrong because of how I am nowadays.