I just don't understand why we argue with each other so much, always trying to prove each other wrong, I'm sorry I'M SORRY I just feel unwanted sometimes And it hurts And all that painful stuff reoccurs in my head, I wish those thoughts would vanish and we could just start all over again, And put the past behind us, And start out slow again just as friends, You truly are very important to me, I just wish you never would have brought back all the bad Situations we went through,
I'm sorry I can't keep a friendship, sorry I'm a worthless, embarrassing, annoying, dumb, slow, idiotic loser that nobody wants to be around, so sorry for being myself, I don't care if you don't like me but don't you dare go hurting me, don't you dare go talking behind my back, just stop hanging around me if I'm that horrible, let me go if I'm so worthless to you, just stop with me
This makes me think of my mom. When i have done something and i tried my hardest, she says i cant try my hardest because i have to be perfect. This drives me crazy. I dont like being perfect. I get straight A's and one B? She says im awful. I just feel so pressured to be perfect that i just break because i know im a dissapointment.
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