And just to be perfectly clear here. I want to make sure you understand. I didn't leave you. I am trying and almost finished getting the education that is going to free me. It was never that I didn't love you. It's that I have two other people that I love and am responsible for too. If you had cared you would have worked harder to help me.
I miss you and the memories we made...you were the one who made me believe that true love existed...I miss being around you...I miss the way you made me feel...some days I'm fine. But today I'm not...I'm really missing you tonight. Idk why because you hurt me so badly...I don't understand how someone can love a person even after they've hurt them so badly. Anyways...I wish you knew how much I miss you, the memories, the way you made me feel, and everything else...<3
I'm sorry I can't keep a friendship, sorry I'm a worthless, embarrassing, annoying, dumb, slow, idiotic loser that nobody wants to be around, so sorry for being myself, I don't care if you don't like me but don't you dare go hurting me, don't you dare go talking behind my back, just stop hanging around me if I'm that horrible, let me go if I'm so worthless to you, just stop with me