I continue forward with this. I have been very patient. I think I'm more patient than many people I am not asking you to change anything. I am stating that this is actually abusive . I am not interested in being a Marine
No matter what happens, no matter how far you seem to be away from where you want to be, never stop believing that you will somehow make it. Have an unrelenting belief that things will work out, that the long road has a purpose, that the things that you desire may not happen today, but they will happen. Continue to persist and persevere.