I made the decision to take a year of my life to get to know myself better, to heal what I was ignoring and become stronger. There were times it was not pretty at all. I met parts of myself that I was utterly horrified with, sometimes I didn't recognise 'me'. This is called facing your shadow and if more people did it, the world would be a better place. There are some things we have to do alone and this is one.
Everyone told me to leave. Everyone but my heart, I fell in love with you, but the night you hurt me I never should have went back, but I did. No one ever looked at me the same because I went back to you. I chose you. But you didn't end up choosing me