It happens to everyone as they grow up. You find out who you are and what you want, and then you realize that people you've known forever don't see things the way you do. And so you keep the wonderful memories, but find yourself moving on.
Studying is, unfortunately, a major part of being a studentm, and thus, growing up. We can complain about it all we want, but it will still be there as an unpleasant task we need to get through. Look, I get it! School days are tough, and after eight hours of learning and doing work and taking notes, the last thing you want to do is more of that at home. As a student, I found every excuse for not studying, and believe it or not, it wasn’t helpful!
"I feel in every girl there lives a spirit, a wild piece, that if let go, would run and dance in grassy fields until the end of the world. And when that girl grows up, that pixie hides, but it's always there, peeking out behind old eyes and reading glasses quietly waiting, to one day dance again." - Atticus❤️
We both must grow in our own separate lives as individuals... That doesnt mean we EVER have to grow apart as a couple. 1, 5, and even 10 years from now, we will look back at this time as the turning point in our relationship where we decided that WE were WORTH THE FIGHT!! I will NEVER give up on this LOVE and I promise you that WE will find a way for BOTH of US to grow SEPARATELY - TOGETHER!! I LOVE YOU H2O!!
You lovely rookie, you smashed almost every goddamn fear this year! Remember to lose that brain of tours once in a while or you will lose to forever. You are alone in this life, but maybe you are enough.