This was me 14 months ago... I cried and I prayed every night for 6 months. I can honestly tell you I am in a much better place than I was then. Trust the Lord he knows why he puts us through these trials.
Prayer for you: God, you know that my heart is heavy tonight and I'm worn out. I need you to show me how to keep my faith when I feel as though my world is crumbling. Show me how to love the unlovely. Help me to see the light when all I see right now is darkness. Set me on a new path and help me to see the all the goodness that surrounds me.