Ought to, be praying for the day you come back to me Saying that you forgive me, give me another chance I'm needing it like a kidney. I don't wanna advance...give me back her hands. Give me back her touch.
do 2 hearts get 3 chances? now you're here in front of me and the future's open ended. If kittens got 9 lives and the zombies resurrected, then it could be with you and me; this pattern's never ending.
I take EVERY bit of blame for what has happened and I hurt you unnecessarily. You were unaware of any of it. I'm sorry, I will always be sorry for getting sucked into it ALL. I hurt, we hurt, a lot of people and ruined friendships. You're never going to forgive me but I am truly sorry.
Dear God, Thank You for loving me as the mess I can be. I try so hard to walk your way and then some of the old feelings creep back into my mind. Please teach me how to let go of the me I don’t want to be and to let go of the things I know I can not change. Father in Heaven, I believe You forgive me when I ask, but teach me to forgive myself and be who You made me to be. ~Amen ~Karen Kostyla