Took me four years, but finally I begin to forget him in this year 5.. Then two nights ago, I have a dream and he is calling me on the phone to check on me in the dream. I haven't remembered my dreams in over 4 yrs.
I'm moving on. Goodbye Steven. I thought u were the one. I was wrong. That's ok tho. I have hill. U will find someone who isn't all fucked up like myself. U were my first love. Ur always on my mind. One day I'll truly fully let go. I will be happy again. I need that day to be today.
He wasn't the person who hurt me most. But he shut me out, sent me away & then wondered why I wouldn't (couldn't) come back. And I'm over him. But not quite over the pain and frustration. The wounds are still there.
"I'm forgetting how much I had loved him! Oh, how I miss him!" Elise cried out. Marcus put his hands on the side of her head and locked their eyes."He forgot about you! Remember that? He would sweet talk to you, but when the time came to risk himself for you, he would treat you like a fellow warrior. And it lead to his death, and your inprisonment, remember that Elise, when you are missing him" ~ Anna
You know whats sad bout love? Its when you happen to know that there's just no hope for you being together yet you still pray to make it work. Its when your mind says 'let go' but your heart says 'hold on.' Its when you dream of that person almost every night only to wake up in the morning with tears in your eyes. And most of all, its when no matter how you try to forget that person, you just cant cause of the fact that you love that person so much and you just dont know...