Depression is a monster that won't let go. What's worse is people don't understand. Then you lose those people, (I did), that meant the most to me all due the cruelty of someone who wanted to hurt me more. He succeeded. Why? Because he could and I couldn't fight a narcissist ass.
But you already see me that way don't you? You'll never let me forget, it haunts me. It follows me around like a cloud above my head, breaking me down at any moment. It's killing me. Your insults. The never ending insults hurt so much. I'm on the verge of breaking. S