So I've learned through the darkest & loneliest moments when this rears it's ugly head again, that you just have to let it run it's course...it's the only way out. Break down in that moment, let it out - the more you fight it, the longer it takes, you have to start all over again.Nobody can see you, so just go for it.
You might think being alone makes you lonely, but that*s not entirely true. Being surrounded by the wrong people is the loneliest place in the world. Before you diagnose yourself as an unhappy person, first be sure that you are not simply surrounded by negative people constantly trying to bring you down to their level.
When a #relationship is over, leave. Don't continue watering a dead flower.
Sometimes the heart just needs to continue out of habit in order to spare itself excruciating pain.. My pain is like an elephant pinning me down, I can't breathe and every organ feels like it's starved of oxygen.. The brain is so befuddled and obsessed that you can't do the menial of tasks ..this is when death seems more favourable..
Donr feeling this way when it comes to you. I want the smiles, laughters, surprises of what the day would be with conversations, learning something new eith each other, no more silly things. I found a way to make myself happy :-) what to join in?
You've already met the one. You already made your commitment to me and to God. And no, as I said again, I'm not perfect and I am getting better every single day. And trust me, I will be the guy that is right for you and is there for you no matter what. I already am, even if you can't see it. But what I want to do is be an (almost) perfect guy. And you'll see that through my actions and commitment to you every day over this break, I swear.