I know, I know... I stood up for myself, I'm such a bitch! And while you blame me for your problems and the reason you have problems,, the one thing, the real thing that it's really about is that it's your problem and I have too much self respect to let it continue.
This is exactly why I'm terrified to open up to people. What if they don't care about me as much as I thought they did? This happened to me with a friend, actually a "best friend" =P anyway, once I get a boyfriend and we get serious or whatever he's going to HAVE to show me exactly how much he cares about me before I feel confident enough to open up to him