It's literally addictive. It's like telling a person to quit smoking, stop drinking or doing drugs. For me, it temporarily relieves my mental pain. It's really just a vicious cycle that's hard to stop!
i love how people are like " oh your so happy!" "you have the cutest smile!!" i just wanna be like " the smile is fake. im a better actor than you think. stop lieing to me about me being pretty and stuff cuz its not true. Darlin i've been dead for years now... but only on the inside."