I know I'm not supposed to how you how hard this still is for me. I'm supposed to just bottle it up inside and act like nothing ever happened, act like I wasn't devastated. But sometimes it still knocks the wind out of me and suddenly gets so hard to breathe and hold back the tears
When you start to recovering from narcissist abuse, you will change. You might freak everyone out. People who are used to the "old you" may be caught off guard. It allows you to set up boundaries and let others hold their own pain and anxiety instead of you taking it on for them. You become more assertive and confident. Allow this to happen. The dust will settle and everyone will adjust.
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The Yellow Wall Paper 1892 is collection of journal entries written by a woman confined to the upstairs bedroom by her husband so she can recuperate from what he calls "temporary nervous depression, a slight hysterical tendency," a common diagnosis for women at the time.The windows of the room are barred, and there is a gate across the top of the stairs, allowing her husband to control access to the rest of the house.The author is best known as Charlotte Perkins Gilman, after her second…