THE UNWANTED & NON PARTICIPANT ASSAULT OF MY BODY AGAINST MY CAPTIVE SELF. THE FORCED CONTRITION OF INTERCONNECTED MIND/BODY MODALITIES ONLY SYNONOMOUSLY RESEMBLING THE OTHER. sadomasochistic bastard body ....... I (my self) loathe you.
Being called 'lazy' is the worst part...I'm not lazy - I'm in TONS of pain! But, since I'm also the one that says she's 'fine' all the time, I guess I shouldn't expect them to understand how I feel on days when I would rather have someone chop my feet off than to have to stand/walk on them.