If you love something, love it completely, cherish it, say it, but most importantly show it. Life is finite and fragile, and just because something is there one day, it might not be the next. Never take that for granted. Say what you need to say, then say a little more. Say too much. Show too much. Love too much. Everything is temporary but Love. Love outlives us all.
Don't ever apologize for being you MF, Those haters you have are not accustomed to a woman who stands up for herself, they are sheep and you are a leader. They feel threatened by you. They are sad because they are irrelevant to your life, T.