As much as I want it, I cannot do it. Even if I tried. Nomed would only torment me in my dreams for being so weak as to cry over you when I know I am never going to see you or hear from you again. You abandoned me, and Nomed will never let me forget it.
hell yeah i fucking did because you were and always will be worth it... you see, i broke my rules for you and now you're gone. even though i regret it sometimes, i would have done it a thousand times over again even if it hurts me in the end. all because it was worth every second of every day we had together!