I feel this way often... But just continue to be you, every thing is temporary. Be confident in who you are on the inside and show that inner confidence outward, we were all made by Jehovah and he finds you beautiful. You're one of his master pieces (:
This is how I feel but it's not what I know I need to do. I'm fighting to get well, it's just that the thoughts are still there trying to trip me up, keeping on luring me in, wanting me so broken I can't fight back. But I'm still fighting.