Ouch...I got it now with the pins. Dont' judge, love by faith & be a person that God wants us to be. But purposely you chose to ignore & hurt me. I deserved an explanation & reason why you went back and I now know I've loved someone who doesn't love me back. I don't I hate you because my heart still loves you.. Never hurt this bad & hope you realize I almost rather feel hate than what I do now. I've loved you as best as I could or as you allowed. This will be my last pin ever. Promise. BABE
So very true. The pretending is a struggle that is neverending. It takes so much strength to keep my guard up, to keep my feelings tucked inside so that no one sees the pain in my heart. You are always on my mind Kelly.
Being ignored right now by "certain" people I really care about and do sooo much for!! I get so tired of being used and yet you're not following thru on things! It's obvious you ignore me and all I did was love you and really care and am always there for you. You will need me one day and it will be too late! I'm tired of always making the effort or the initiative! Hurts!