Exactly. I know you stalk and read my stuff STILL...so let this sink in, I have children and I choose to spend my time with them, not be so focused on money and men. Its ok to be jealous, but that disease will eat you up if you don't watch it Brittney !!
The hardest part of being a mother is guilt. The guilt of not being enough. As long as your kids know you love them, because you show them, you'd never ever leave them, you are giving it your best, they'll be ok.