That's lovely. In my book now its handling archetypes - one that women try and emulate being 'the great healer'. That we cannot be any archetype continuously, only the archetype is constant as it's an ideal. That it's not achievable by humans to constantly be an archetype. I liked it. I thought of you and the pressure you put on yourself. Don't know if you still do. I do sometimes.
eat better. run more. squat more. sleep earlier. wake up earlier. make a good breakfast. drink water. eat fruits. read books. adventure. talk less. listen more. feel deeper. love better. open your eyes. experience life. be happy