This is a charging board! It is a simple way to charge up and cleanse your crystals without having to focus on visualisation. Simply put your crystal in the center of a piece of paper, and write around it two categories of words: the things you want to fill your crystal with, and the things you want out of them. Then draw arrows pointing into the crystal for the positives, and away from it for the negatives. This is a visual way to charge/cleanse without having to maintain focus.
We jump up to lower Julius to the floor, he seems calm and that's unnerving. "We have to get him to a hospital." Jay says. "No." Julius says, and we all look at him like he is nuts. " I don't want to die in some hospital. I don't want to die alone." "You are not dying." I say, and he shakes his head. "Shut up, yes I am."