I don't know what's going on in my mind. I don't even know who I am and for what I'm fighting anymore. I feel so lost. I'm lonely and depressed. Feeling empty and worthless. Everything is going down the road. I was doing good for a few months but now everything is as bad as before. The hardest part for me is that I had to quit school because I couldn't handle it. I feel like a complete failure. I'm broken and I don't know how to fix myself. I don't know anything. Help. #depression #anxiety…
I bet you will relate as much as I did… (A life with Borderline in pictures)
Depression is something I've had to deal with since I got Narcolepsy. I've been fortunate enough to be able to accept this, as well as get better on my own, but I still get those nights where I feel completely miserable for no reason at all. So thankful for my friends for continuing to love me even when I am moody and upset, and always helping me find a way to feel better again :) ♥
One day my mother-in-law, found out I had depression. She called me up and said, "Just try not to think about it." To this day I have no idea what "it" was! I have no reasons to be depressed. Quite the opposite really.
I will not speak of who I am. I want to be happy and free, a woman with a man like Shep Huntleigh in one of my arms and a glass of the most expensive kind of liqueur in the other. Is that too much to ask? I should be a lady. I should be proper.